Even with all the worries the stupid devil can throw at me.. Im carefree and anxious for nothing. How? Why? becuase I am being taught by the greatest instructors imagineable that NOTHING good will ever be withheld from me by God.. and that he is my source in ALL times...not just the hard times.
I have had an incredible good positive day. Im looking forward to the last class of the 2M first semester tonight.... not looking forward to Doug having to leave for 3 minght next week but I will manage, as always :) I may even see if my Sister Susan wants to come for a short visit to hang with me and the kids and keep me company. That is always a fun option.. but it is short notice unfortunatly.
I found an interesting site for a calorie free, soy and gluten free "noodle". i was a bit unconvinced...still am honestly. Probably tastes like cardboard since it is made from 'fiber" and water.. haha. If interested check out the site : http://www.miraclenoodle.com/
Well I had better make this short and wrap it up. Im meetign hubby at Guts for 2M at about 5:30 and I still need to get Vivian up from her crib, get her clothes changed and feed her some food. Im hopeful that her tummy troubles has gone away. Poor baby had a diaper rash form the acids :*( I hate that. Gee.. Im not sure if anyone even reads these... lol Oh well, Im journaling at least!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Downward spiral of worries.. go away devil!
My mind is moving way too fast to think clearly right now. My Dad had another surgery on Tuesday fo rhis heart and major blockage. Just found out that he had a stroke during the surgery. He is still in the hospital and htings arent looking good right now. Im truly staying in belief that what is happening with him cannot be becuas eh has given up. After laying his baby brother to rest just last weekend I could feel it in him, hence the last post about my urgency to spend some time with him talking about his faith, etc.
Im still stuck.. and i am so concerned and trying to stay in faith about it all. Im expecting him to recover.. Im demanding Gods word to ring true in his life. He is healed... but it still makes me long to be there at a time when financially it seems impossible. I keep telling myself nothing is impossible with God.. and im staying there. Standing in it with the wind smacking me int he face. It is NOT going toblow me down. i am strong and built on a rock. God will provide a way. The devil is not going to win.
I thank God for my focus being diverted with my 3 little ones. Doug is sowing seed working NightMare for a huge Saturday night from what I hear. That is awesome. My heart is heavy with thoughts about my family in St. Louis, but I know God knows our hearts.. and whatever the plan is for us it will be good.. ALL good comes from above...NOTHING missing nothing broken.
Im going to go crawl into my big comfy "suckthe life out of m" chair and read some good 2M notes and my bible.
God is my source...always
Im still stuck.. and i am so concerned and trying to stay in faith about it all. Im expecting him to recover.. Im demanding Gods word to ring true in his life. He is healed... but it still makes me long to be there at a time when financially it seems impossible. I keep telling myself nothing is impossible with God.. and im staying there. Standing in it with the wind smacking me int he face. It is NOT going toblow me down. i am strong and built on a rock. God will provide a way. The devil is not going to win.
I thank God for my focus being diverted with my 3 little ones. Doug is sowing seed working NightMare for a huge Saturday night from what I hear. That is awesome. My heart is heavy with thoughts about my family in St. Louis, but I know God knows our hearts.. and whatever the plan is for us it will be good.. ALL good comes from above...NOTHING missing nothing broken.
Im going to go crawl into my big comfy "suckthe life out of m" chair and read some good 2M notes and my bible.
God is my source...always
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Thankful
I decided yesterday to list at least 2 things I am thankful for daily on my twitter account since I have about 52 days until Thanksgiving and it is ALWAYS nice to think about all we are thankful for. I did this after getting a "tweet" from one of the elders who I admire at church. Yea, it might be a bit cheesy but it is still good for the heart and soul! :)
Doug and i had to go to my unles funeral this past weekend. It wasnt much fun and left me in deep thought about things. My Dad is not in great health and during the funeral of his younger brother a very profound message was given by the officiant. He mad eit clear about his conversation with my Uncle about his salvation.. and it hit me that i hav never made it clear with eithe rof my parents if they have been saved or if they indeed have confessed the Lord Jesus Christ as their savior. It is veryi mportant to me to talk to them in person now.. I feel a very urgent need to do this immediatly. Doug has a 4 day weekend coming soon over Columbus day... this leaves me thinking. I wish we had more income available to go visit. It is SO important right now to do this. Its leaving me with a heavy heart every time I think about it. *sigh*
Anyway Im going to go shower. I have all three kids in bed for naps currently and that NEVER happens, so Im taking full advantage and heading to a haven of warm water and lavendar bubbles. AHhhhhhhhh Garden tub here I COME!
Doug and i had to go to my unles funeral this past weekend. It wasnt much fun and left me in deep thought about things. My Dad is not in great health and during the funeral of his younger brother a very profound message was given by the officiant. He mad eit clear about his conversation with my Uncle about his salvation.. and it hit me that i hav never made it clear with eithe rof my parents if they have been saved or if they indeed have confessed the Lord Jesus Christ as their savior. It is veryi mportant to me to talk to them in person now.. I feel a very urgent need to do this immediatly. Doug has a 4 day weekend coming soon over Columbus day... this leaves me thinking. I wish we had more income available to go visit. It is SO important right now to do this. Its leaving me with a heavy heart every time I think about it. *sigh*
Anyway Im going to go shower. I have all three kids in bed for naps currently and that NEVER happens, so Im taking full advantage and heading to a haven of warm water and lavendar bubbles. AHhhhhhhhh Garden tub here I COME!
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