My mind is moving way too fast to think clearly right now. My Dad had another surgery on Tuesday fo rhis heart and major blockage. Just found out that he had a stroke during the surgery. He is still in the hospital and htings arent looking good right now. Im truly staying in belief that what is happening with him cannot be becuas eh has given up. After laying his baby brother to rest just last weekend I could feel it in him, hence the last post about my urgency to spend some time with him talking about his faith, etc.
Im still stuck.. and i am so concerned and trying to stay in faith about it all. Im expecting him to recover.. Im demanding Gods word to ring true in his life. He is healed... but it still makes me long to be there at a time when financially it seems impossible. I keep telling myself nothing is impossible with God.. and im staying there. Standing in it with the wind smacking me int he face. It is NOT going toblow me down. i am strong and built on a rock. God will provide a way. The devil is not going to win.
I thank God for my focus being diverted with my 3 little ones. Doug is sowing seed working NightMare for a huge Saturday night from what I hear. That is awesome. My heart is heavy with thoughts about my family in St. Louis, but I know God knows our hearts.. and whatever the plan is for us it will be good.. ALL good comes from above...NOTHING missing nothing broken.
Im going to go crawl into my big comfy "suckthe life out of m" chair and read some good 2M notes and my bible.
God is my source...always
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