God is awesome

Ok so fall is always my favorite time ofyear. It always gives me excitement and allows me to regroup my thoughts and breathe a little easier.. that is before I start decoratingand sprucing up the house for an awesome holiday of Halloween, Thanksgiving and then.. ta da... Christmas! :)
Doug and i have been standing in faith for our mortgage to be refinanced at a much lower rate. Today our prayers were answered. This is a VERY big deal lemme tell you. Just 2 short years ago i hadnt ever imagined that we would be able to wrap our minds around home ownership, and now we are so lucky to have an interest rate that Dougs credit would have never qualified for otherwise had we not been able to do what we did back then. Wow.. God is awesome!
Now we are just holding strong on Doug not going anywhere. The word is right now all training is pointing to a deloyment in Oct 09 for him. So much can change between now and then, and Im staying confident he isnt going anywhere. Doug has been struggling a lot with fears and anxiety I think overall about it, and it is truly giving him faith a smack down beyond compare, but thankfully with us being so rooted in our church and having a great support system around us we have managed to stand so far and not take too much of a beating. We have had spats.. been forced to tears a couple of times, but in the end we KNOW God is going to protect our family and keep us safe and together no matter what.
Doug has really been fortunate to have one of the elder sin our church become rather close. He confide sin him and knows it willa lways be a positive and uplifting word without anything being just what he "should" say. Roger doesnt blow smoke up.. if you know what I mean. Luckily also we ar ein 2M this year together and it is so awesome. All of it is fiting together really perfect, all becuase we know Gods will is perfect peace for us. No worry, no stress... its all taken care of and paid in full.
OK I'm gonna have to cut this shorter than I had anticipated. Vivi is awake and im sure hse is hungry. Little sleepy head! Wake up at 11:30! I would say I wish I could sleep int hat late, but come to think of it no I dont.. I would have a sleep headache! hahah!
Ciao for now.